It seems that something i think i’ve noticed recently is that people ask for comments on their posts quite often. They have a problem, dilema, question, concern, or just a general thought that they would like an outsiders opinion on. or even if there is just something going on in their life that they would just like to have someone to comment and say, “i’m listening”. But most of the time, the posts that recieve the most comments are posts that are the more trivial of posts, the just for fun-had some time on my hands so i posted- posts.
I’ve been recently encouraged to comment on people’s blogs more. so i’ve been trying. i’m not one to usually comment on one’s blog. but i’m trying now. and when i do comment, i’m going to try to comment on the posts that are the ones that i feel are wanted to be commented on more. that are more important to the writer. well, i just posted this cause it was something to write that’s been on my mind because i had some time on my hands so i posted…
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As far as organizing a post, I am horrible at it. I don’t organize my thoughts well at ALL. I usually don’t even know what I’m thinking most of the time even, but I just have this urge to write/type out something right now, so I am.
I don’t really know what I’m feeling right now, but it’s driving me crazy. Lately I have been really wanting a lot of interaction with people. My close friends, people I don’t even know, doesn’t matter. I think it has a lot to do with the fact of how much I’ve been home lately and this is my way of telling myself I need to get out more. It’s times like this where I hate being shy, self concious, quiet, intimidated. I hate not feeling comfortable enough to let my huge walls and gaurds around me down and just relax and be comfortable with myself to really be who I am. … sometimes I even think I don’t know who I am because I block it down and dull it up with quiet politeness and just trying to not be noticed too much.
I feel like I’m trying to break out of my ’shell’ all over again. .. or just more so. So this is me, and I’m trying to become closer with the people I know, and make friends with those I don’t, and not be afraid to be myself. But because I think of myself as the person I described myself as above, I’m having a hard time. and it’s beginning to frustrate me and build up.
on a side note: is there anyone else that have expectations and beliefs about you set before you that you feel you could never possibly reach ever.. or even get close. what does that say about the person with the expectations or beliefs? does it mean they’re disappointed in me? i mean.. in whoever they have those thoughts about? or what? well, whatever that person may think, it doesn’t feel good to be on the otherside.
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This post will be a tribute to two of my good buddies from the LaS group, Andrew, and Teresa.
Now Andrew’s catch phrase, if i may, is, “I don’t like to be touched!”. I hear that a lot. So naturaly I like to tease him about it. So one evening when the LaS group took a visit out to Holland to visit the other person in this tribute, Teresa , I took my enjoyment of teasing Andrew a step further. The aftermath of which was captured by photograph….
As you can obviously see, Andrew is clearly appreciating the fun… maybe even having too much fun.. especially in the first picture (not cool Andrew. I don’t fly like that).
The second Tribute is based on an event that took place on an earlier trip out to Teresa’s former place in Holland. We were playing cards, and let’s just say i was kicking Teresa’s butt in Uno, so she gets mad and hits me in the face, it looked something like this…
except inside and different clothes and such, but the hand to the face is practically the same… we have great communication…
And I can already guess what her response will be to this, so I will go ahead and show you…
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So lately i’ve been really wanting to meet new people, do something new. just get out and and do somethign with this time i have right now. get involved at riverview more. i want to be active and just a part of something new. so yeah, all i can think of to do this is to get more involved at riverview. so yeah i’ll have to check that out, and any ideas there are welcomed and any ideas outside of there are quite welcomed as well. yeah it’s odd i know that me of all people want to try new things and meet new people. but i do. so i will certainly try.
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So, i’m already quite sick of living at home again. i wish i had my own place but being as broke as i am, that’s not going to happen. at least not until i leave for school again. *can’t wait* i can’t wait for things outside of my home though, like the soon to be revised LaS and a small group starting up. spending time with my friends before i take off again. but tonight? … not tonight. nothing happens tonight. so here i am. i’d like to go back and visit some people at GV but i can’t really afford that right now either. i guess i’m just feeling down so i decided that i wanted to right because i couldn’t think of anything else to do. i guess i’m about done complaining
what’s up?… absolutely nothing.
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For those of you who don’t know, I am a big Glen Phillips fan. If you don’t know who he is, he is the former front man for Toad the Wet Sprocket but has done his solo gig for years now. He is going to be playing a show in Ann Arbor on May 17th at The Ark. It’s 20 bucks a person. If anyone is interested please let me know! Or if anyone is interested in his music let me know too, then once you hear his superbness then you’ll probably want to go to the show with me as well. So let me know! I’d like company to it, it’s gonna be a great show!
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