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So I think I would like to get some sort of discussion going on here. I’m not sure about, but something to get all of you involved here at Shmattlock (Powered by Truevektor)

Beyond that I’m just wanting to post something and of course not really sure what to talk about.  As most of you know, I am a horrible story teller.  So even if I have a good one to tell, it’ll be ruined through my translation so I typically don’t think of would be stories as stories that I could tell.  I did have a weird dream last night though. I could remember it when I woke up but not sure of the details as much now. But I do remember that it was the end of the world or something (this is at the very end of the dream) and there were these monster type people walking up to the group of people i was with and going down the line killing us each in a different and kind of a gruesome way. I did not stick around for that, let me tell you. I grabbed a friend a ran and hid and such doing something i don’t recall. really odd. there so much more to it, but I would never be able to put it all down cause it would be incomplete and then not make any sense to anyone but myself. 

I’ve also been thinking lately of friends of mine or at least used to be, that have fallen off the face of my world. if that makes sense. Friends that used to be at least kind of close but now I never talk to or see ever anymore. That is really kind of sad. So if any of you out there read this and are one of those people to me, or even if I am one of those people to you, I would greatly encourage you to leave a comment or drop me an email or something. 

… And basically I am curious as to who all reads this. I know I know this never EVER works at all. but I am going to try.. mainly because I can’t think of anything else to type at this moment, but I’m just wanting that everyone who reads, let me know. by comment or email me to let me know. incase you dont want others to know or something. Which is cool with me. But if you don’t want me to know. I doubt this will be clever enough to change your mind about that. I’m also curious to know if there are any readers whom I have never met or don’t know kind of a thing. Ok I need to get off that subject, moving on…

I need to use my camera more. I love my camera. I need to take it around with me more and just take more pictures. I really do enjoy taking pictures, but I get so frustrated with myself and not want to take pictures if they aren’t going to be great. But that probably causes me to miss out on so many opportunities to take great pictures though. So my camera will be with me more often now. 

This post sucks.

I apologize for this post. It’s not interesting. It’s not.. good.   at all. hmmph. Any ideas?

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So it’s extremely late.. or extremely early. whichever way you wish to look at it; it is 4:35 as i type this AM. and i’m really tired. so i figured “now is a good a time as any” to write a post. what better way to write than when you’re really tired and dont quite know what you’re talking about. not that i do much anyway when i write posts. but anyway, i was asked by a someone who’s awesome that i should post a new post. so this bud’s.. i mean one’s for you. those darn catchy commercials, you know how they stick with you. like the bounty paper towel commercials. oh yeah, you know what i’m talking about. the quicker.. something picker upper! bounty. ok so that one right now isn’t as stuck with me as it should be.

I also always get really hungry when i stay up late. so i REALLY want to eat something and i just have to mention something that is incredibly awesome about me refridgerator. it has an amazing piece of food. 

That’s right my friends, a HUGE cylindrical block of Colby-Jack Cheese. you all are jealous i know. and yes you can just see how Large and in charge this baby is as compared to say.. a carton of eggs.. or CRATE of eggs i should say, and on your left, the cheese’s right, there is a bag of oranges. how delightful. but not NEARLY as delightful as say… a HUGE block of Colby-Jack cheese in my fridge that will be in my belly. 

… not .. all at once of course. but let’s say.. over a period of TIME. and not all of it either, other people will get the opportunity to behold the wonder that is our block of cheese. oh yes. oh block of cheese. thou art very tastey and melty.

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In general as of late I’ve been feeling really quite frustrated. I’m frustrated with where my life is at right now and how things just don’t seem to be in motion at all. I certainly feel that there should be more going on in my life right now and I don’t mean just a busier schedule, but something constructive going on in my life. I desparately want to be a part of something. I don’t know what I can do, what there is to do.

Lost in the seas, of not quite tranquility. Running in circles, I searched in futility. Wanting to ask just one burning question. When will I find my direction.

With a smile on my face and a tear that I hide. I’m fighting this constant battle in a rain that won’t reside.

I’m really ok, life moves on. It was just a bad day, tomorrow there’ll be sun. Don’t worry about me, I’m doing alright. It’s just a little storm, the end is in sight.

I keep everyone at arm’s length, afraid they’ll get too close. That they’ll see a life of failure, full of remorse. So i sit in silence and put a smile on my face, never showing any change of pace.