“I’m tired of being afraid of what I can’t change. I want to be living free.”
I have a feeling this is going to be another one of those cliche posts where i say a ton of crap but it doesn’t make sense at all because you won’t know what i’m talking about.. but i’ll try.. maybe
I think this is going to be a reminder to stop thinking so much and just let my heart lead my life and where it takes me and to stop over thinking/analyzing things and such.
Look around, why shouldn’t i be so much happier than i am?
Note to self: Find beauty in the small things. my life is beautiful.
don’t mess it up by thinking too much.
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So less vagueness and more honesty huh? well here ya go.
i don’t like being alone.
And no, i’m not talking about a girlfriend type relationship either. just having that someone close where i can just let go of everything that i build up inside.
I bottle my emotions up.
my bad.
i don’t like to, i’m just too afraid not too. i don’t trust people with my innerself (easily). and i’m just stuck in this position of trying to find someone i feel comfortable with to really open up and empty everything out.
i’ve been told i don’t know when to stop.
it’s true.
i don’t.
i get ahead of myself and hurry things along and make hasty decisions usually based on absolutely nothing but a lack of time for things to happen how they normally would.
very very few of you actually know who i am on the inside. but if you think i’m quiet. you are deceived. i’m not. i just refuse to let it out.
my bad.
i just don’t trust you, though i want to.
badly.
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