Shmattlock

In general as of late I’ve been feeling really quite frustrated. I’m frustrated with where my life is at right now and how things just don’t seem to be in motion at all. I certainly feel that there should be more going on in my life right now and I don’t mean just a busier schedule, but something constructive going on in my life. I desparately want to be a part of something. I don’t know what I can do, what there is to do.

Lost in the seas, of not quite tranquility. Running in circles, I searched in futility. Wanting to ask just one burning question. When will I find my direction.

With a smile on my face and a tear that I hide. I’m fighting this constant battle in a rain that won’t reside.

I’m really ok, life moves on. It was just a bad day, tomorrow there’ll be sun. Don’t worry about me, I’m doing alright. It’s just a little storm, the end is in sight.

I keep everyone at arm’s length, afraid they’ll get too close. That they’ll see a life of failure, full of remorse. So i sit in silence and put a smile on my face, never showing any change of pace.